I keep saying this but I have really got to get out of this funk I'm in. Yes I'm pregnant but that doesn't mean I can't keep working out, keep eating right, and keep losing weight!
I'm so stinkin' tired that by the time I get home I CRASH! I've been going to sleep before my 4 year old I think almost every night this week!
I know that if I just put my darn shoes on and head outside that I'll have enough energy to walk for 30-60 minutes. It's just getting the darn shoes on.
Maybe me blogging about it will help get me out of this funk. I've got a great support group around me that keeps cheering me on and telling me that I can do it and for me to think about how healthy I have become and how easy this pregnancy will be now that I'm 30 pounds lighter and in shape!
I had someone ask me today if I had lost even more weight. NOPE! I haven't gone down in a while. But I can really tell a difference in the size of my legs. I am a solid 14 but the jeans I was wearing yesterday were baggy in my legs. I remember putting them on at the beginning of the summer and I couldn't buckle them and the butt and legs were way to tight! So, I sure don't want to gain and change back to the way I was. I want to keep making progress... maybe a little slower now... but still progress FORWARD, not backward.
So, I can do it. I can do it..... I WILL DO IT!
Today I was driving past my usual walking route and I could feel the way I feel when I'm out there walking/running. It's too dark to get out there now tonight but tomorrow my goal is to go walking. One day at a time. I can do it. I have to do it. I have this 5K to run and I don't want to be a quitter and not make it. I will get my ass up and walk/run tomorrow! I've gotta start somewhere and I think tomorrow's a good time to start!
Told the husband to bring home saltine crackers and pickles. I think that's the only way I'm going to survive this first trimester of pregnancy. I'm feeling so super nauseous and SMELLS are really getting to me. Today we were in a meeting 1/2 day at school and everyone was making different flavored coffees and I wanted to PUKE. It wasn't bad smelling, it was just TOO MUCH SMELL!
Well I'm off to eat dinner and go to bed! Tomorrow will be a good day, I will go walking and I will get out of the darn funk I'm in!