I'm taking things one day at a time lately. I am in a funk and can't seem to get out of it. I have a feeling it has a lot to do with starting back to work and being super tired when the day is over.
I have started getting back to really trying to watch what I eat and get myself back on track. I'm sure I will get there... there is just a lot going on in my life right now that is causing me to get in a funk and I'm unable to get out of it.
I had gained a couple of pounds since the last time I weighed in... I was up to 184. Today I weighed in at 181. So that made me feel a little hopeful.
I have got to get over the 80's. I'm ready to see the 70's.
Anyway, not much more to say now. I just felt bad for all my loyal blog stalkers that I haven't been around in 6 days and haven't been motivational or helpful to those trying to lose weight in over 2 weeks!
I have got to dig deep and find that skinny girl that so desperately wants out and push that fat girl to the side... or kick her butt!
I have done good for a long time, I don't want to fail or quit or give up... I have got to get my butt back in gear and get busy!!!!
Maybe I need to just look in the mirror and talk to myself... though that seems a bit awkward.... maybe I'll just silently talk to myself and pump myself up cause I know I can do it, I mean I lost 27 pounds in 3 month. I can do this! I only have about 40 pounds to go (more or less) until I reach my ultimate goal and feel great about myself.
I will say that I passed up a bagel this morning at one of our meetings and I didn't get cheese on my taco salad! So at least the skinny girl in me is still somewhat there. :) I just need to convince her that even though I'm plum tuckered out, that it will feel so good to walk or zumba or something!
I'll be back... I know I will... I can feel the desire to find that skinny girl, slowly coming back into the front of my mind and not pushed to the back... I'll get there... I can do it!
Until we meet again... keep me in your thoughts!